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Saturday, June 21, 2008 12:00 AM

Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful.


Sunday, June 15, 2008 5:59 AM

its 541am in the morninqq now.
yet i cant qet myself to sleeeep.
turninqq and tossinqq on my beddyy for couple of hours. SO, what can i do? apart from starinqq into daze. automatically all the thoughts will start runninqq once again.

i really hate this.
its just like a daily routine to me. i cant stop my mind from thinkinqq; NEVER.

AND; school starts todayy.
i suppose im not attendinqq.
dont ask me why; cos i just dont feel like. :x
dear friends, please dont call me later on uh.

the picture above just depicts how i feels now.
i felt so baddyy.
MIXED FEELINGS; yet HURT. really hurts.
no one fully understands me.

im feelinqq so sucky this few days. all these crapp had been pesterinqq me for months;weeks;days;hours;minutes;seconds.
i need a break; but i cant.
im feelinqq tired; complete exhausted.

NOW; maybe its all due to my childish fears.
my selfishness.
BUT; i think i need you in my life.
but how can i make you the one and only?
can you do this too?
can you put down the past and move on?
there are loads of but's and and's.

all these factors are unknown.
i know its not easy to achieve.
but its workable; feasible.
its just a WANT OR NOT from us.

:c night.


Wednesday, June 4, 2008 12:00 AM

have you quys ever strike 1st prize in 4D ?
am i counted lucky or..
its just a dream.
i wonder what will b cominqq up next.

lady luck wasnt with me recently.
i lost my fav cardigon; my cap
then hurt my toe.
lost my n95.
next, my lappy crash.
now i qonna find a professional to backup my files.
and to refomat my lappy.
im so confused whether i should wear a smile on my face or to pout. :x

my 2 weeks of holiday started.
today is the third day.
hmm, im qettinqq kinda tired these few days.
ive qot a feelinqq that im qonna b ill soooon.

this two days ive been thinkinqq and reflectinqq alone.
i used to thinkk that im stronqq.
i thought i sorted out my feelinqq lonqq before,
im so very sure that i will never ever chanqe.
thinqqs just wont qo how we wished for.
damn, im qettinqq bonker with these shit stuck in my mind.

ended; 604pm.
dinner time people! :)